7th day on hunger strike. Time to talk about drugs. Now I’m writing about the drugs which doesn’t leave permanent damage.
Three weeks ago I was unnaturally negative for two days. That was the first time and so far and hopefully the last time of that drug.
Chemically made emotions are easy to recognize. And there are huge amount of drugs to cut people from their emotions or to make artificial emotions for them.
People can also be made to be very passive for several months and loose their ability to progress almost anything. Or to loose emotions or their sexual desire for days or much longer time.
People can also be made to be awfully horny. After that dose is not possible to do anything else than cry desperately in the corner. Recovering fully from the despair and muscle twinkles takes several days from me.
Combination of that drug and angry drug starts to be emotionally very challenging and that’s not the time to socialize but just try to deal it through. The same is that I should not write when fed with the angry drug.
I have been comatosed multiply times. That many times that I cannot guess the number.
I have been ‘medicated’ for many scams, for example because of the ‘traumas’ that people are reflecting that they have made to the victims. – To repeat and keep again the hierarchy and system they have created.
I have also been ‘medicated’ many times because of withdrawals of wrongly decided patients. What to say anymore: Victims cannot have withdrawals for several years. It just doesn’t make sense.
People can also be drugged to give either too positive or too negative responses. With very low doses it takes time to notice that ownself is being drugged. There could be times when I haven’t noticed it at all even after.
One thing that I’m very, very, very worried about is the development of an ‘angry drug’. I’ll write about that next time.